I never knew how to react when one of my friends used to cry for a death of their loved one. I never knew what to say to make them feel better or positive about life. How can you ever find anything positive about an untimely death? A twenty something dies in some accident or due to a disease which was not supposed to happen.
All of us do not really accept death to be a part of our lives until it happens to someone we love. Losing a person who was a part of your life leaves a void that can never be filled by anyone else. When a loved one dies a part of you dies with them, you are never the same again.
The grief of a parent of losing their child cannot even be explained in words. Having children is a privilege and a gift. Losing a child means losing your years of expectations, love, care and the future. I cannot even measure how much a parent loses when they lose their child. It seems to be the biggest punishment.
Death also brings numerous questions about life with it. How can I trust life? I never know when I can lose a friend or a family member. And for that matter why live if we eventually have to die? How can someone be happy if they know that they are going to die?
But I guess it makes you grow up and look at life with new eyes. Everyone has to die one day but still we strive to live each day. Life itself is the biggest example of hope and expectations. The only thing we can do is cherish every moment and every person in our lives. Try and make someone's life a little easier because we never know when life would end.
After experiencing sudden deaths of loved ones I just hope I never hurt anyone because I may never be able to say sorry to them or they may remember me with a bad memory for the rest of their lives. All I can do is be happy and content with whatever I have and thank God everyday that I am alive and can make someone else happy about living a life that in itself is a gift.